woah yesterday spent alot money with her. we met up at 530pm at marina Paris International Buffet. It cost us a whopping 44bucks per person. The reason i said whopping is because i felt it has drop the standard compared to the first time i went there with my schoolmates. Variety became lesser, and the services suck. The chocolate fondue [ happen to be my friends fav ] was not working, and the chocolate was not flowing, cold. so, all in all, it is not worth it to dine there again.
We even took about 20 prawns ? to shell them and place them on a plate. i was inspired by this customer when i was working at kuishinbo when the two guys shell beautifully shelled prawns, definitely more than us and nicer. so i told her to lets give it a try. Ha. we managed a little, but surely have areas for improvement. LOL
After that, we walk towards Singapore Flyer and it was really tempting to sit on it. It cost $29 plus. We were really having a hard time whether to sit on the flyer or anot, until we come across this Kenko Fish Spa on the second floor. Than, we were comparing FishSpa with SporeFLyer and Nike shirt. So coincidence we also both wanted a nike shirt. Of course we went for the spa. Promotion: 10 mins shoulder massage + 30 mins Fish spa cost $38/per person. We did it. haha
The feeling is itchy initially, but great. Go and try people, its a good experience. So right after that, we walk to esplanade sit awhile, before going to harrys pub at Esplanade. We order a drink, margarita frozen for her and tequila sunrise for me. Hers was obviously nicer than mine! :(
shortly after that, it was home sweet home. had a nice time with her whole of yesterday evening. had a nice time with mending my pocket holes soon too! wahaha.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008, it's 12:48 AM.
Happy Ending lyrics
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life Can't get no love without sacrifice If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told No hope, or love, or glory Happy endings gone forever more I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. Then live the rest of our life, But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending. This is the way that we love, Like it's forever. To live the rest of our life, But not together.
4 disappointments.
Friday, March 14, 2008, it's 12:26 AM.
For the first disappointment this year, it has to be relationship-wise.
All good -> happy -> settling down -> BOOM -> woke up -> walk away -> sadness.
Second disappointment, friendship-wise.
Best friend of friend -> go thru hardships like fcuk -> many years -> mutual trust -> today -> discover something -> disappointed -> kept unknown.
Third disappointment, a person maturity.
Today -> discover something -> shocked -> push blame to others. Eg: Manchester United manager Alex Ferguson had many disagreements with star winger, C.Ronaldo. Thus, C.Ronaldo did not perform on field, and eventually lost the match. C.Ronaldo has point his fingers at his manager for not concentrating to train ManUtd but instead went sightseeing with his wife.
Morale: Sometimes in life, when something wrong happen in a team internally itself, people tend to find excuses to fill up their space for something that have happened. What is worst is instead of reflecting why the match was lost, C.Ronaldo chose to find 'infomation' to blame his manager for the loss of match, without thinking what may have gone wrong ? Is he concentrating on the match, or not following tips from the manager or even become solo and not a team player ?
Fourth disappointment, Soccer.
Manutd actually lost the FA cup place to Portsmouth with many chances yet untaken. How can they handle Champions League and EPL? i am waiting to see.
So many, disappointments that i had to look for places to vent out. Luckily, my brother was there. So within these two days, i spent over 100 for pubbing. Woah, not club, but just pub. Hmm. gotta save already. ahh
lz
Monday, March 10, 2008, it's 10:31 PM.
Rejected.
ya. told u guys bout learning italian as my 3rd language right ? i not learning anymore, gonna return the b00ks to NLB soon. bought 8 days mag, nv bought for myself before.
because, i just lose my one thing, one person that have been motivating me all along, keeping me awake til wee hrs for chatting, waking early in the morning to go to work, making me look forward to tmr and the future, giving me hopes to driver her around when i get my license.
yes, its gone. and after wednesday, she would be even further away from me. so near, yet so far. to all my sec friends, i tellin u ppl its a feeling as bad as when i waited for samantha. it is real bad. i can be calm along, even in breaking up of relationships, but this time, it really got me crazy. felt like leaving spore, to a faraway land or even out of earth, just don wanna live on anymore. its tt bad yes. everytime i reach home, i stare at the laptop, walls, go to work and face my ridiculous mum. AND stay til wee hrs because my mind is full of her. thinkin of her going away with him makes me even worst, i cannt put on a brave face anymore, i cant. how could this happen to me ? i realise whenever i gets serious in relationships, i failed miserably. this time, its worst, being told that i am actually one sided all along! phow. hit it hard like titanic hits the iceberg.
i dunno how am i going to carry on living for i do not even have any motivation or inspiration, not tt lz u see b4... man. lifes hard. i want to give and can give it to her, but she jsut din want to take it.
o.u.c.h
Bad Day
Sunday, March 09, 2008, it's 10:11 PM.
Evening.
Well, today is a bad day indeed.
firstly in the morning i meet my elaine and hong for breakfast before starting work. i know i wld b a lil late, so i msg elaine that i ll be late for at most 10 mins. So she sat at the cafe to wait for me, while ah hong is even later, so may not be coming for breakfast at all. God knows why i alighted at Little India instead of dhoby to change to city hall. my! so i have to wait for 10 mins for the nx train, freakin long isnt it? considering the time to be in the morning peak hr i guess.
upon reachin city hall, it was already 9.15. I took the short cut outside instead of walking the long and slowly traffic citilink. Walk til a quarter of the journey, suddenly outpour of rain! darn! because i was runnin late, i din thought of runin back and just keep runnin forward to meet elaine. when i reach there, my legs were so .... dead ( going to cramp ) and perspiring. Well, i treated her to brkfast as a apology, but i really was guilty and feeling bad. i din want it to happen either.
than when i started to work, i had a slow start thus my face looks abit sianz. the manager ah hoong, [ not my friend which is name hong, a single 'o' only ] scolded me in front of all the ppl there, " Eh you so sianz might as well don come for work! " I was like.. if i really don come for work, i guess in the end he is the one who ll suffer because of the shortage of manpower. Fark, nv think thru his pig brain before he talks.
nx, he scold me aft 5 min, eh u go go the back [ back of the restaurant ] la... i don want to see u.
wtf. i was really piss off. tt day he seem to eat some explosives i guess. but i can say tt he is not capable to be a in charge because just the start of the day, instead of motivating ur staff, u demoralise ur staff by speaking in such a manner. how do u expect ur staff to freakin do work for u willingly right? people ?!i pitied for him, for being so shallow to think that by showing authority, ppl will do work willingly.
anyway, managed to get neutral because of the customers. the customers today ll generally polite and courteous. so, i get satisfaction from them too.
aft work, walk arnd with hong for awhile b4 leaving home. only just now i receive a call from anoymous, than she ask a Qns, i answered than she wanted to hang up. I ask her if shes 0k, but she replied ya very " sick of me " kinda tone i find. haiz. what have i done?
what a day.
Overnight.RotiPrata.Bowling.Pool.BahKutteh
Saturday, March 08, 2008, it's 1:59 AM.
Well, last night we had our class BBQ at east coast park. firstly, it is in the area of Mac, which seems all too good to be true, but in fact, we have to walk a certain distance. so its quite a fuss too.
Reach there at arnd 6 ? started to bbq the food. chatted, joked. Well, was glad though there is always something on my mind. u know.. ha. than til arnd 12 plus we opened up the Absolut Vodka. Til than than i realise only 3 guys drink, including me. So, in order to finish the bottle, we decided to play pure instead of mixing with Coke and Soda. With poker cards and luck, i managed to stay woken, and of course, two other friends Hong and wenjie basically drank more than me, soon hong went down. One man down.
so i decided to play with wj, both of us got almost drunk ourselves too. managed to stay awake. the bottle was left 1/4. ha. the feeling really suck, heavy head... than walked over to macs... play pool til morning for the first bus.
by the time i reach hm, it was well 8am. slept til 2pm and had lunch with my friend. ( anoymous ) ha. had roti plata at the Prata House just off YCK Road. Sent her to work at town, b4 meeting my friends at Marina.
Man, this is the shameful part. we decided to bowl, so there was me, ying and baohui. we got alley 1, just beside alley 2. U know ZhengNing from the campus superstar ? well, we shared seat because our alley are just side to side, u know whereby the seats just face each other. OMG! shes pretty, man! i am so stunned, that i really lost my basic bowling techniques. SHIT! u know bowling gives u 2 chances per shot right, unless u gets a strike. How i fare ? i got ZERO for my first 3 shots, which means i throw in 6 long gou balls! FCUK! how shameful was there.man. heres the a-lil-dirty part, haha. she wore tube and a low cut singlet. so almost everytime she bent to pick the bowling ball, u know.. wah... sorry ah. hmmm haha! shes pretty.. man.
after scoring such lousy bowling, decided to change to pool immediately. fare normal too. but zhengnings gone. well. AFter pool, we walked around... than to suntec for the IT fair. well, there is simply too many girls, pretty ones as those laptop promoters. phow! overwhelming i must say. hahahahahhaha
By the time it was 10 plus so i met my friend ( anoymous ) to have dinner at clarke quay than. had bahkutteh. the soup nice, not expensive too, but!!!! its abit over pppeppppperish. ha. slack awhile, enjoying the brezze, than its home sweet home.
:)
lz see u guys real soon!
BBQ food, buffet dinner, Italian Lingua
Thursday, March 06, 2008, it's 1:40 AM.
Alright, so today i met up with elaine, hong and esther to serangoon's sheng shiong to buy the food for bbq tmr. without a checklist, we went arnd buying food. haha. its cool in another way, just buy what attracts us. in the end, we got shitake mushrooms, 1kg of stingray, 40 sticks of satay, 2 packets of nuggets, 4kg of chickenwings and a packet of chicken thigh etc costing to bout 100 bucks.. plus utensils everything to 130. phow! i used my money first. plus it was raining, so we took a cab which cost 5 to elaine hse.
first time to her hse, hmmm 0k0k. so went to defroze chicken, marinate the wings. and the stingray was a big problem. we got big time problems on cuttin the stingray so actually we made a mess out of it. big pcs, not the ones u see like those small slice kinda. ha. than arnd 4 we left her hse to dinner. Esther went hm, while guowei joins us. so tgt, me elaine hong and guowei is going to conquer Kuishinbo!
we had dinner at suntec city, sky garden de Kuishinbo, Authentic Japanese Buffet Restaurant. Well, familiar aint ? it is my temp working place. lol. its v funny because when customers walk in, the waiters are suppose to bring in the customers, write a receipt and shout welcome in japanese. so when we went in, stella gave us one the recipt and told us to write ourself, walk ourself in to our table. LOL. of course aft tt she did bring us in.
Well , the fun part is because the restaurant ll give out limited good foodies at time periods. because we work there, we know what are the timings! lol so before they rang the melody and bell, four of us already there. lol. not kiasu-ism ah, maybe u can say this is taking advantage of the advantage. true ma. and four sessions, first one is 20pcs lobster, 2nd is 40 pcs lobster, 3rd is dessert and fourth one is an honeydew ice cream. they are all limited, which means u cnt get in at the food counter like tt. hmm.
desmond, a waiter there was like " WAH LAO u guys again! " me and elaine was first 2 thru the 3 sessions, haha. than fourth one we decided to let guowei and hong first. so we became 3rd and 4th. it was fun, to know when they givin out the foods, because its while stock last.
i always been wanting to eat the food, because everytime i work, i clear plates and see hw ppl actually SAVOUR the delicious food. wah.. so do enjoy the food galore below! [ ps: quality not good, food definitely good! MamaMia ]
After the food, all of us were so , so full. we cnt walk. ha
On another note, i am learning Italiano language right now. Right, DIY so i borrow 2 books:
The complete idiot guide to learning Italian and Italian Phrases for Dummies.
haha guess the title suit me completely. Thought it was fun and nice to learn one more language, and i decided to learn more when i accomplish Italian one. Its difficult yar, the grammer, pronounciation. But since i am single, i can make gd use of the time! If it don works out, at most i wld get enrolled into a course lo. right ? haha.
long post indeed, gonna run to bed.
Ciao, buonasera [ Bye, good evening! ] :)
Tuesday, March 04, 2008, it's 4:08 AM.
Felt really lousy just now, and ivan decide to ask me out to slack, so i went with him arnd 1.40am to mac to have a meal, than headin to voiddeck to do what always do. relax abit.. chat and update him... felt better after pourin out..
now the time is 4.09am, and i not lookin forward to tmr because its gonna be lonely. tired but don feel like sleepin... so aimless. so ....
haha. alright. anyway, i am back to sqaure one [ hopefully... ] . hope tmr ll be a better day. Regarding the leap years movie, i learn alot about relationship so people, don miss it! tk cares and cya arnd soon!
PS: Help to spot Has Selamat, i want to spot him! argh!
The Leap Years
Sunday, March 02, 2008, it's 6:12 PM.
Watch The Leap Years movie with my friend at J8, and honestly, I find it quite an normal interesting yet a bit of humour movie. Being a Singaporean, i find it important to support local works, unlike some childish Singaporeans or even some arrogant foreigners netizens criticising bits and parts of the movie. Haven't The Eye been copied by US too?
Nonetheless, getting back to the topic, i would give a 6.5 out of 10 under my romance category of rating. HAHA.
There was definitely a storyline there, actors and actresses are also pretty good looking, bringing up the typical Singapore effect clearly. The mix of languages, feelings and consequences of breaking a promise and etc. Go singaporeans, support the movie!
