Sunday, February 24, 2008, it's 1:33 AM.
So today was the day we suppose to celeb et birthday, so we met round 6.30 at city hall, as usual, there were latecomers. than we walk to kenny rogers, because elaine booked the seats in adv, we walk in cutting the queue. [ it feels so great, like VIP. muahaha ] than we were bought to the " VIP " seats because the area was like a room specially for us. well than we had dinner, i ordered a ribs set, food was average though. we talked abit, and eat; wasn really enjoying... hais. well, its hard to eat with someone you like but yet like strangers. shant gone deep into it. tolerate.
today saw many old friends, like jennifer, yoshie at the marina pool. hmmm.
arnd 10pm, i left the grp to join my secondary school friends at pasir park. throw cake abit, drink abit... arnd 12 went home. disappointed actually, tot there will be people willingly to stay through out.
bascially the days like tt, random and normal. man, relationship wise, it has gone back to the days when i was waiting for samantha, haha. [ my ex, for ur info ] well of course, this time the female lead has changed. i can only sing songs every night to forget and sleep. wake up.... breathe.. when night falls, i sing again.. how to survive ? it suck man. it hurts man.
f c u k. nights
Saturday, February 23, 2008, it's 12:59 AM.
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart.
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know.
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of?
FTT Conquered!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008, it's 11:33 AM.
YEAH! I pass my final theory yesterday!!!
the thing i am happy of is for the fact that i passed both my BTT and FTT with just one shot!!!
today morning, my bro took me to SSDC to meet his ex instructor, and introduce to me. So i ll be learning with his ex-instructor cum next week. Booked my practical test on Midjune, which means i have less than 4 months to cover everything!!
If everything goes well, i will even get my license before my 19th birthday! Everything [ only learning car ] is going smoothly, quite glad.
but... recently, i felt deprived of love. ha. i sound desperate, but not lar, the feeling of deprived love just comes to me.. har!
tk cares everybody, all the best.
What a day, what a ending.
Saturday, February 02, 2008, it's 1:09 PM.
Yesterday was the most memorable day in Sem 2 with the w34M classmates and friends.
For the start, i knew i got a gathering, plus a ton-drinking session at the night thus i missed school. Than the supposedly planned gathering met many hiccups, like two sides going to two different places. Finally, i became the bad guy and things get sorted up. We end up in two ways though, and we met up at 5pm at Bugis MRT. There are NicandGf, jianhong, $10, juanhui, xuanwen, et, eunice and suling. Well, we were outnumbered by the girls. ha.
Than had steamboat, but i was not feeling really well. thus, don really enojyed but love the bonding we we joked around. Walk to esplanade, something happen which really pissess me off. Than after et left, we went on to took photos and went to a mini concert rock type. Kinda relief me alot. And we parted goodbyes on the MRT station. I miss you guys, for all the times we been thru, and being there for me. Take cares, and stay in contact, FRIENDS!
NExt was the night part. Met up yanming, ian, alicia and bf, and 7 other yanming friends to pasir ris to drink. My, we had two bottles of Chivas, and a bottle of vodka with 4 bottles of mixer and 5 bottles of green tea. We played card games, games that losers drink. And i swear by 4, majority of us including me was feeling the toll. plus the 4 packets of ciggies, phow... one word = seh. [ meaning blur ]
when the night seems to end on a nice note with a gathering with my classmates and drinking with my good buddies, something happened.
yanming fall down, his last finger was typically twisted 90 degrees. aft tt he vomitted and eyes went rollin back. omg. it was really scary. ambulance arrive and t00k him to Changi Hosp. Was updated just now that he is alright now, recovring at home. Just pray hard, he wll recover asap.
Tk care my brother.
And til now, i am also feel like vomitting. ha.
man, what a drink.
