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The time now is 4:16am of thursday and i just completed EPL Season one, with ManUtd being the champions of Xbox. YESH !

Alright, past two days have been workin from 5-11am at a restaurant called OOsh, its a super-duper high class restaurant, hence the ' stress' is on. Imagine 3 plates of food in small amount and 3 glasses of beer cost up to 300 bucks. Btw, the people who patronise e new restaurant uses card, and drives cars that make me and others waiters gasp. Some of them include Audi, and ytd there was even a new launch of Porsche Taiga Car. Real cool. All the caucasians and the rich, oh my. The ladies were even better, all with good figures.. ahahs. guess because they can afford to groom themselves everyday. hmmm. than got to know a few guy friends. One of the supervisor [ female ] , has a pretty attractive bitchy attitude face, and most importantly the height and FIGURE of.... FIONA XIE ! Can you imagine ? She is a PRO, suppose to entertain the guest. Hence, her attire..hmm just one phrase,sexy... ahahs. next something happen, she for no apparent reason, squat in front of me.. dunno pick up what shit. that moment was..ohh woahh.. i didn mean ! hahahs! well it lasted only for a few Seconds. see le also pai seh. e job so far so free.. today aft event ends at 9.30pm, i stood at the villa til 10.45 and not a single customer appear. All the customers fill the spaces in the lounge, bar and terraces, and even the rooftop but just not my area, the villas. so i am like so fuckin free. good money. wahahha. basically to forget my ex,i honestly confess that i am tryin to occupy myself with work. though this friday i apply for leave cuz of my bballmatch ... its the NIGHTMARES VS impulse. eeew.. hahas. okok.. due to work.. may update 2 or 3 days one time lor. check itout ! stay cool ! wishin all lovers lasting and singles to find ur love soon.[ excludes me... : p ]





I found this personal message quite meaningful, and here it goes :




today is 25/11/06 .

Starting from yesterday, really thank zhaolun for holdin his birthday party, firstly we could see him drop his man tears. wahaha. and a chance for the 5Ns to bid farewell..into the adulthood of our life.

from sec one, in 1n1 , we came in as innocent as before. the first friend i make is guanjie. i stil rmb tellin him to call me alan cuz it is easier to rmb. frm than, he is my first friend in sec life. many told us we look alike.. skinny skinny..okay.. than sec one was probably the most free year in our life.. there was no probs such as friends prob.. bgr... everybody was equally '' blur '' . hahas.

than to sec two.. i was is 2n1. our class remains except i think audrey was promoted to express.. doing the NAs proud. the bgr realtions was complicated but i was not involved. though i was told this girl had a crush on me.. and i reject cuz i was shorter than her. like duh. well tt time i didn know how to think. hmm.. sec 2 was stil as fun... band of brothers..clarence.. zhaolun... ya.

than to sec 3. the point when teenagers go bad or stay on the correct path. luckily i wasn led astray. we spilt classes.. into 3n1 and 3n2. based on the subjects combinations. i choose F & N. which led me to new classmates-current-best-friend-for-pouring-troubles.. hahas.. he is koonxian. the N1 and N2s in sec one and two MERGE. so met new friends. awkard at first... to name a few, jiayi,haida,koonxian,junping,yingying. they were great. they knew i had a serous attitude prob....which is sensitive..towards friends and friends secrets.. they changed me...though today i am sensitive towards r/s.. haiz. r/s aside. new classmates... lost some mates to other class.. ya..than was involved in some r/s with some gals of lower sec....none very serious.. none make me cry... brkin up was really nth tt time.. yea.. puppy love u can call.. haha. to think back its kinda funny..

alright than to sec 4, one of most teachers thati loved is Mrs Gowrie Somu. she has a never say die passsion for her students.. esp for fNn.. is just some reasons tt she took long leave.. fuck N**** V**** Secondary. hahs. very sad. almost drop tears when she left.. btw.. durin sec one or two.. did cry... cuz of other reasons.. maybe very pain.. hahas.. sissy right. frm sec 3 onwards.. every crying have reasons..haiz. she left.. we work hard to prove ourselfs.. we make it. we pass N lvl. i got a A. i am very happy. now O lvls..i hoping to get least a B. i cannot disappoint her or shld say FnN students shouldnt disappoint her ! Sec 4.. was the most slackin year yet the impt yr... it is the N lvls. slackin is mostly our habit... had form brothers bonds with justin and jerry though i always quarrel wit them. it was indeed a stressful yr.. my parents had problems with me aft brk up.. b4 this...than this know new classmates again.. some are repeated students..samantha, sinwee, clement,soonhwa. know them.. though we are diff class. than thru CRT, i get to know this really sweet gal. i was all-of-a-sudden amazed .. she got tt X factor... ( somebody told me about X factor and i using it here. hmm. ) i was attracted. propose to her. and if she accpts me, she call me the nx whole day. that day when i am suppose to wait... was a sunday. i had a family trip to bukit timah hill. e feelin was nv felt b4.. though i experience a few r.s b4 tis.. this one got a Xfactor. clibin half way, she sms a ' yes ' . i drop dead..i mean .. just shocked. she accpeted. i officially attached to this cute gal, with this unique voice..( but i hate ppl who trys to mimick her. damn guys) we had fun. we had bitter ugly times. laugh, laughter, suspense,tryin to hug her tighter each time, quarrels. every couple hope to have for 8 mths. thats when everything ended. disappeared for some reasons. over in everything. my life changed when i have her..she left and i was totally upside down. trust me. my classmates knew it all.i was at the edge of death, edge of everything.. NM..Brothers jujstin jerry.. very gd fwens lun koon clar...helped me. even a counsellor.tellin me signs of depression. i nv knew it was so serious b4.. end of her. life was nv same again.. it suck. meaningless. waited. now, HAD to give up thouh i stil cant bear... her heart has left me months ago i guess.. mayb just wks aft brk up to.... ya. nw i am tryin FUCKIN hard to give up. because i cause some thing. not to be mention... i had to oblige.

sec5s, our O lvls.. survivors of N lvls. wahahha! class size reduced to 20 +. pathetic. but fun. and effective. our tcher ms chen. co formm mrs edison. we had real mature jokes and fun. we are treated like adults.. can feel it. very happy. ms chen knew about my plight. ( r/s ) and took pity and help me. mr malvin lim too.. thanks. the ''mourning'' started from brk up til nw. along e way i have another gal. i hurt her and i am very sorry. i didn meant to seriously. sorry ****i .
soon O lvls around e corner.. as iwas stil haunted by the mourn, i feel like commiting suicied seriuously and i didn wan to tk Os.. feel like immigration to as far as poss. see ehr daily was like hell. at the last min.. bout one wk left.. i start to read up and revise. now exams are over... i free.. everyday free to think of .. and nw heard very shock stuff.. i kjnew i had to occupy myselfs. found a job.. gonna start on nx tues.. its real far.. at holland road. well. aft gettin pay i gonna buy psp.... well..

all in all.. to summarise my school life ( which i think all of u shld do it some day when u are free...) , it was smooth thru out.. pass all academic stages smoothly. probs only in family and the regret was her. end of story.

once again, thjanks to lllun for the party. though.. ya.. i had fun ya. than its gona b months b4 we see each other again.. to get results. all the best to all ! God bless ! i really cant bear to leave all of u.. though there are many disagreemtns and quarrels between friends. but tts when are are hot on our head.. and when things get calmer.. everything settles.. we offer handshake and friendship gets stronger. to those friends i offended, i am sorry. hope we remain friends thru out... helpin each other. my hp no is 81636585. for any apparent reason i chng, i die die wld sms all in my ohonebook. sorry if i offended u once or many because of some reasons.. i do no wan to make enemies , but true friends. to my loyal friends.. i ll still serve u loyally. ll be there whenever u nid me.. just gimme a call. ( if u trust me..)

To all friends, God doesnt give us each other for no reasons, thus we should help people without expceting returns.

now that we are separated, hope true friends stay in contact forever.

to the gal i once hurted her and loved so deeply, thank you for giving me the experience and also sorry for the hurt i caused.




With love,
Liangzhi.


_Yesterday_ 21/11/06

It was high tea that day which was ytd.. in e mornin went to school than do some stupid things than go home..prepare. than met up with ying and company than with the N1 guys. than board train than met up with NM gang. tell u.. it was like gang clash.. more than 20 guys surely. kinda cool . than reach there setttle in arnd 15 mins than e thing started.

overall the high tea was way much better though it seems short than last year.. e prog was quite entertaining.. e food was better than last yr.. e atmoshere was better than last yr.. the gals was impressive i must say. some are low profile that shocked me. some was also expected to be gorgeous. well didn dare tk photos with them unlike some of my NM friends. wahahah ! it was pathetic tt jerry justin and kok was lonely.. so i left my seat to sit with them.. than about 6 pretty gals join us ba.. only know 2 of them.. one rachel and another one is wendy ba. gorgeous too.. e guys are handsome too. teachers performance was great... the malay guy who dance was super entertainin too... but the computer system kinda sucked. its very lagging. ya.. aft e thing took some photos with some friends.. took less than last yr.. just don feel like askin ppl to take photos.. perhaps more u tk more u miss them more u wld cry..tts my analogy. tts y i just took a few only.

hais.. matters of the heart aside.. many guys fwens i know did it.. i didn dare.. cuz almost i knoew e ans.. hais. happy o lvls ended. happy i can earn money to buy PSP and see movie but affairs of heart... nothin to say.

so aft e high tea.. i went to K-ster to sing our hearts out.. they were kiankei, ying, jas and her bf, clarence, justin, kokwei, zhaolun, xiboon, jiayi, jerry, jicai and ME. 15 of us. Medium room. 145 ++ bucks.. kinda cheap alreready..there is llittle shy-ness in e room.. every one of us break free singing like we nv sing b4.. guess i am oneof them.. i hollered the song ' Here without you ' til my voice literally break..scary. so sing til 1145pm.. took 2nd last train.. they went home and i drop at kovan to meet my another grp of fwens.. the NIGHTMARES. there was daniel, boon and his gf, ivan, chong, soonhwa, clement, zhenxiong, derrick. daniel hosted us.. hahas. than ton.. ppl playin mahjong, computer. i was alone with the chocolate dog.. lol than i went to take a nap.. arnd 2-3 i woke up saw jeffrey the towkay neo. went back slp.. within mins i wake up i saw eddie.. than i continue slp.. aft a while i wake up saw claudia. they all appear right in my face tellin me to wake up. f*** scary ..imagine one person diff wake up each time.. gosh ! ahas.

than rest majong away in e rm.. left me and eddie at livin rm heart talk.. he blasted me from slepinn.. than we open songs in computer... close lights.. arnd 4 am.. than we talk about hearts affairs..hmm.. after talkin for about half hour.. we sang our hearts out again.. in e livin rm with the computer. hahas. sang superwoman, sang where is the love, sang chinese songs.. one is kiss goodbye... the note so high sia.. than when boon and his gf come out.. they say they can hear us sing.. and if i not wrong... boon gf sarcastically said we sing not bad ma.. not bad. imagine... i so paiseh man. they cabbbb home. than mornin 7 i claudia clement jeffrey eddie went home. jeff walk home.. he wan cut fat...wahaha ! eddie too. i clement and claud cabbb home lor. reach home bathe le slept til this afternoon 3pm. cool. so nw is 7 pm and i am so energetic... nw goin down to eat with my parents le.. been ages since i ate with them.. pathetic.. so gtg nw. my com back. and i appealin to my laws of parents for re installtion of SCV. with tt... at least i can bury myself from heart affairs temp with all e tvs..

god bless. do link me up. i dn have all ur links ! thanks and tAGG !


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